Where We Goin'

Maybe it’s deeper than rap, maybe it’s deeper than gold Maybe it’s deeper than platinum, baby I speak from the soul Baby my parents were trappers, I’m tryna get what I’m after Then they dropped out of the life, I got spiritual background I barely smoke weed but when I do I get so zoned That I start to think about home and all the shit I was on I’m drowning in all my rights, I’m swimming in all my wrongs It’s keeping me up at night, I’m living it through my songs Momma I’m not going insane, but I’m married to the game And temptations on my mind, no I ain’t seeking for the fame But I wonder if I cheat will it ever be the same Would she let em touch her body, for bringing her so much pain Resent me for disloyalties, It’s draining all my energy I leave and never come back, would they manage to remember me I been crying so long, my pours starting to dry I base all of my decisions on how I look in yo eyes No matter where you go, You take yourself with you I thought leaving the city a make me official Cus when you gones when they miss you That’s not the issue, it’s more so not forgiven my faults Anxiety leaves me stuck at home reliving thoughts I’m damaged but so are you, I manage and so can you I been battered and broke and bruised, what matters is what you do wit it The panics at the disco, I’m frantic running the streets There’s blood shed on the pavement, what if they run into me Decide to put one into me, an unaccomplished soul That never made it, that never had the chance to ever say shit Before it’s said and done and my soul lift up I pray the doors lift up, mutual funds watch my stock lift up We corner store adolescences, we go to war with aggression We seen the blocks turn up, we seen the glocks turn up Wishing the clock turn back, that be shit, word up Niggas a switch, word up, don’t make no sense to us I wish the best for you and everything that come your way I pray it’s meant for you, cus everybody get there moment When you reach for it don’t wait for another man Cus people goin let you down, keep focusing on your plan