trapped in my mind.

I'm trapped in my mind I don't know if I can cry Your buying all your likes and prolly out fucking that guy I Don't know, if your the one for me So baby, just let me know before you leave I'm selfish and toxic and probably abusive Scratch that I'm lying, I already knew this I need to change my ways before I fall asleep Than maybe I can wake up and finally be at peace but I'm afraid that I won't ever change but My fucking brain is fried From all the toxic strains I need to get a life because I'm wasting all my time Why should I even try, When everything's a lie? God knows I can't trust any ho's I'm better off without em' cos I'm hanging with the GHOST He tells me funny things and laughs at me because I'm broke The only high I feel is when you're getting FUCKING choked I'm hopeless, I don't really care anymore I thought that it was over when I slammed the fucking door You keep on crawling back to me and begging me for more You like the way I choke you but Now I'm insecure Your selfish and toxic and probably abusive Scratch that I'm lying, I already knew this YOU need to change your ways before you fall asleep Than maybe you can wake up and finally be at peace