Im Not

You steady call phone and you say I'm not enough I'm sorry that my life is not as rough If you were in my shoes maybe you'd be tough Some days you say that I'm the one Some days you say I'm not I tried my best for you Spent every penny but it really meant less to you Everybody is obsessed with you But I'm just a guest to you I shoulda never messed with you All the shit I done for you And you ain't pay it back I'm sorry but I'm losing hope And now I'm losing track All I can do to cope Is make that paper stack So I count it up And put that shit up in the stash You said we was forever But I knew it wouldn't last Why should I try moving slow When life moves way to fast You said that you're not a hoe That shit was in the past thought I was in love Nah I shoulda never asked Shoulda listened to my friends Fucking with these hoes is like a trend Knew it wouldn't be far from the end Wouldn't be far from the end, yea You steady call phone and you say I'm not enough I'm sorry that my life is not as rough If you were in my shoes maybe you'd be tough Some days you say that I'm the one Some days you say I'm not I'm not I'm not what you want me to be I'm sorry but im sick of all the things you say to me Like leave me alone Bitch lower yo tone I got money and you is just another clone One day you'll see me up on the throne You call me Medusa how I turn you into stone Yuh, Do not call me on my phone