Numb (feat. Venus906)

I'm numb She must think I'm stupid, I'm not dumb She must think she Cupid, got me strung I was way better on my own That was way before you came along Still been buried in my phone Hoping that you'd text me "how's it going?" Shit love really got me strung This some shit I'd turn into a song She got me feeling all alone F*ck it I stay right I'm in my zone I stay out of sight, until I'm shown Yea I'm left eroding, heart of stone Yea yea, it's been a long time since you called yuh Been a long time since I balled yuh Been a long time since I balled yuh I just leave it up to fate (up to fate) Like anyways, risk your life or never bother What's the choice for me today (what's the choice for me today) I been praying at the gates for just a scrape off someone's plate (scrape off someone's plate) I just started from an addict, not to give what I can take (to give what I can take) Now I'm fallin When I wrote, I'm stuck in place just like I'm walkin (just like I'm walkin) You left a hole inside my heart, forgot I got one (forgot I got one) F*ck the paper chase I was needin you 8 figures, not a single one as clean as you I'm losing my mind cause I can't even lean on you Yung Chac, I could spill my heart on the interlude F*ck you, and you too And you too, and you too If I knew this shit 2 years ago I would've never talked to ya Don't feel like I'm living now, I suppose that's because I don't feel the same buzz In my head, the same fuzz Fuzzy memories of when I met you I tried to forget you I'm numb She must think I'm stupid, I'm not dumb She must think she Cupid, got me strung I was way better on my own That was way before you came along Still been buried in my phone Hoping that you'd text me "how's it going?" Shit love really got me (shit love really got me) I put these hunnids on me (I put these hunnids on me) Numb to pain, at least I'm honest (numb to pain, at least I'm honest) My old bitch would make me vomit (my old bitch would make me vomit) New bitch look like Pocahontas (new bitch look like Pocahontas) I pray for some help I pray for some guidance Know my heart gon melt But at least I done tried it