Clean Slate

I never had hope Sleep-deprived my dreams I'm a sick man, sick of all these damn fiends When it gets quiet the voices start to talk a lot Sorting out the trauma for so long I did put off Some days bite, like a lion's jaw Got me stuck like windows, frozen on pause I get real high so I do not feel the cold Drugs saturate my blood, and I don't feel so alone I'm gonna rock the world, I got some demolition plans Speaking truth to everyone who listens, ear infections My dad used to tell me things that were real bad It made me hate my life, I felt worthless like a sad sap Then I realized after 40 years of misery I'm not the outcome of the pain that he tried to place on me Always competing trying to outdo your own son Your fucking fired, f*ck your name, f*ck your blood I killed that kid He could not be saved Now I'm resurrected with a new brain and a clean slate