Sober Constantly

Man I just been feeling numb Yeah I just been feeling numb Yeah I just been feeling numb Aye I been dealing with some pain I just want some company I got the devil in my ear, tell me what he want from me Man I don't do no drugs, so I'm sober constantly God guide me through this journey, get these demons off of me Its like my pain is never healing I got bloody vision God please come and fix it, this world messed up my feelings I been all alone tryna get this money up No matter the storm, I'm walking with my chin up I came off the Muscle, I don't call this s*** luck I been really grinding now, y'all don't know what I'm talkin bout I been running round town, tryna get my name around Hell of people they been hating, they just want to me fall I won't let it face me, that's my motivation now Even all this pain I been through, I won't let it bring me down I dont got no one but my self man, I been holding on Listen to me close, I put my pain inside my song I been dealing with some pain I just want some company I got the devil in my ear, tell me what he want from me Man I don't do no drugs, so I'm sober constantly God guide me through this journey, get these demons off of me I got bottled up emotions With this pain I'm dealing with, I can't even focus I been in my head thinking bout these mixed emotions Anxiety been hitting hard tryna kill me slowly No slowly no slowly No slowly no slowly I hate this pain it hit me in the chess like its a Tommy gun They say that they feel my pain but I know they aint feeling nun Held it in for so long, at this point I just been feeling numb Yeah I just been feeling numb Man I just been feeling numb Yeah I just been feeling numb Man I really just been feeling numb