3am In Houston

It's 3 a.m. in Houston right now I'm just a recordin' thinkin' You know, tryin' to get right, you know Sometimes I want give it up But if I do, this'll be for nothin I hope you listenin' I'm makin' this music going harder than ever I'm up late night, thinkin' bout a whole lotta shit And I swear this shit f*ck with my mental I miss a lot of people I can't see no more Man, I swear my heart colder than winter My eyes blacking out for Shedding tears Holding in that pain, been like that for years Ain't wanna live no more I was goin' through so much shit, want it all for the end Cornell how you leave your bro wish I Coulda told you more if I had the chance Don't wanna be on drugs no more, it help me to stay focused I gotta win, grew up T Tiffany house Little-ass nigga, but learned a lot You gone way too soon If I say I ain't miss you, that's a lie Stayed til the pack gone tryna get it off All day, when Unc had them come in and out Tryna find the love up in her All she want to do is f*ck me and argue So it's goodbye, keep my eyes on the prize I hope you feel the same Cause I like you a lot, but still try to remain to be the realist I did a lot of shit for people But they act like they don't need me Guess that I don't need them either I was too blind for to see them I know shit can get confusing When they feel like that you losin Just get through it, it get better You just gotta keep it movin All these niggas act like groupies Don't be stupid before you lose it We can do it, shoot a movie I'm with niggas, that be shootin Don't wanna hurt no more Can't take bad news, refuse it I'm tryna depart, from my feelings, it's 3 a.m. in Houston Tell me why the only way to cope with my pain is from me Speakin' through music, go through it alone It a eat up your mind, you gotta stay strong to get through it My brother's gone, feel like I'm alone Stuck in a cage, or ain't make it home I'm just tryna revive From all the bad shit I did wrong Can't dwell on the past, you gotta move on Cause it can be shit you learn to make you better They was tellin' me to get the dirty money When I should've been focused on credit Prepare for it all, didn't think I was ready They ain't believe in me, they doubted me heavy You don't know about late night grinds when nobody on your time Just keep workin' steady Can't get back that time I regretted Just tryna make it through the night Hopin' it's gon' be alright In my head send a message no I don't need the bitch here cause she messy She said she don't want real love Cause she fell in love with a thug But this shit ain't easy, baby Nigga been through shit, made it hard for to trust Can't let them niggas play today, it's either them or us Just tell me what you feel right now It's either love or lust Oh, how do you choose me? Out of my mind, sometimes I'll lose it Oh, when I be movin', too many glocks, so don't be stupid Bitches be choosin', niggas be mad, maybe they losing Like, let's go, young nigga ruthless It's 3am, recording in Houston Don't wanna hurt no more Can't take bad news, refuse it I'm tryna depart, from my feelings, it's 3am in Houston Tell me why the only way to cope with My pain is from me speakin' through music Go through it alone, it'll eat up your mind, You gotta stay strong to get through it My brother's gone, feel like I'm alone Stuck in a cage, or ain't make it home I'm just tryna revive From all the bad shit I did wrong Can't dwell on the past, you gotta move on Cause it could be shit you learn to make you better They was tellin' me to get the dirty money When I should've been focused on credit