Broken Home

Don't wanna feel, the feel of being betrayed no more Don't wanna hear, them lies cause I done heard it before Tryna win in life be the goal, pray the lord protecting my soul Since I was born, suffered from pain, no I can't do it no more I could tell you what's going on but you wouldn't understand it Scared I might push you away, it might be hard to understand me I'm deep off in that ocean, I might drown just like I'm Sandy I was posted on that block, I might serve you but this not candy, okay You stay on my mind a lot get out my head, get out my way Wanna know what you feel when you think about me, baby do you got some faith I do not want nobody following my life, won't leave a trace So much pain it give heartache, float with the river, float away Young boy come from the slums, come from a broken home He a flash out right now, so please leave him alone Ain't have both parents in same household, still grateful I got them He talking bout harming me, let's see if he can run from a chopper Don't think this me back from the day, no I been through some shit Used to look at my cousins differently cause I didn't fit in I was going through so many phases, I had to adapt again But I'm glad I went through all that shit cause it made me a man Stand up nigga, run it up, get your bag, lil' bigger Me and you, we grew up different, you grew neighborhood I grew around killers, like who that is, that's my lil' hitter Who that is, that's my lil' nigga If I ain't get away, go to another state, I'll probably be in that system It's hard, but I'm tryna do the right thing Scared of love cause you might leave, but she tell me, she like me I hope that it ain't only love, but love and loyalty Lost his mind in that cell, he stressin' bout lawyer fees I can remember everything, I remember all the rain I remember all the pain, but it's never gon' go away It's repeatedly always, I need to hear your voice all day Show me you f*ck with me won't change, won't you lie to you when I look in your face