If It Was Up to Me

If it was up to me I would finally get some sleep And I would never have to be Busting like this again Oh, I'd take this heart And trade it with a man who knows Just how to let a woman go When she's the only thing inside your head, oh Call this love or call this pain, yeah Swear they're both the same damn thing It's like I'm addicted Wish I could kick this Spell you seem to have on me, yeah Girl, I'd love to set me free, oh I wouldn't need you, if it was up to me I would give myself a chance To walk away just like a man To move on and get over you If it was up to me I would kill the memories 'Cause God knows that they're killing me I'm weak, I'm tired Can't stop this fire no matter what I do Call this love or call this pain, yeah Swear they're both the same damn thing It's like I'm addicted Wish I could kick this Spell you seem to have on me, yeah Girl, I'd love to set me free, oh I wouldn't need you, if it was up to me I would let you go if it was up to me Call this love or call this pain, yeah Swear they're both the same damn thing It's like I'm addicted Wish I could kick this Spell you seem to have on me, yeah Girl, I'd love to set me free, oh I wouldn't need you, if it was up to me If it was up to me I wouldn't need you, if it was up to me If it was up to me If it was up to me But it ain't up to me