Swallow

Walking downtown alone And I stumbled into someone I haven't seen in a long time Probably since high school They asked me how I've been Worst fucking question you could ask me Of all time I tell them I'm good But they never understood I was lying I'm always lying Lie to myself to my friends to my family They never understand me And how I'm never in the wrong Probably why I am where I am today Why I cannot stand up straight And face the music I hate music Not that kind of music But like heavy conversation about my future and my past And all the thing I wont have back Yeah And I got problems just like everybody does And I know that I'm not special like they told me i was I'm just a man And I've got these hands and I don't know how to use them They're useless I can't build shit How do you expect me to build a life If can hardly hang a light or get the blueprints right So I'll just drink from the bottle And swallow my guitar Pretend like the words I'm singing are coming from the heart I'll just drink from the bottle And swallow my guitar Pretend like the words I'm singing are coming from the heart Yeah I'll swallow my guitar And pretend the words that I'm signing are coming from the heart