October

I'll take it all, lemme take it off your shoulders Been since that fall, that night in October Yeah Maybe when we're older and the time feels right We can get side by side like two dogs who won't bite Two birds taking flight to belong I want you here but your time is far gone That's something I don't wanna believe, it's like I gave up the lotto So I down this whole bottle That's how it is, you looking passed the bravado But all you see is hornswoggle I coulda gave up, plenty times man I tried But this fire won't die don't know why Like I could see the stars in the sky in her eyes So please don't go cryin If I say I need you here like environ Spending every night, what a sight like Orion Girl you lookin like a song of a siren One look and I'm in love I'll take it all, lemme take it off your shoulders (Just gimme it all) Been since that fall, that night in October (You don't gotta keep me outside) First we locked eyes then you made your way over I tried not to fall but you pushing me over This can't be over no it can't be over To break from these thoughts I go ride in the rover Clearing my eyes gotta keep the composure I'm needing some closure or maybe I just need you closer Maybe we can find that feeling from that Friday night before I pissed you off Wasn't lookin for the love when it came in sight That's why I blew you off Going out most nights tryna feel that life but I'm still feelin sober If you wanted me to hurt Now I'm inside out cuz I fear that it's over I'll take it all, lemme take it off your shoulders (Just gimme it all) Been since that fall, that night in October (You don't gotta keep me outside) I'm tryna move a mountain but can't even move a boulder I'm tryna find the love where two hearts are growing colder I'm tryin tryin tryin to get over all the lies So don't go switching sides Maybe go and do some time if my tryin was a crime Yeah we fell apart but us two parts can realign We're too deep to say good bye So goddamn, I'll try So goddamn, I'll try