The Flesh That Hates

The stench is nauseating I'm keening, terrified The pain, excruciating Face like thalidomide It liquefies the insides And I can't close my eyes The bitter taste of hate I better disassociate Help me There must be something someone else can do Kill me Before it infiltrates right into you Depressing testing the pressure Suppressing guessing if whether The meds should make me feel better I'm pacing facing the ledger Replacing spaces I'm deader Could you believe me unfettered Far down underground Lost and never found My heart's erratic and the Screams I bleat are automatic Lost, down underground Beneath the steeple in the earth You're gagged and bound Within the Flesh That Hates I can't withhold aggression It's pressing, coming through This lineal obsession Is too hard to subdue I can't keep walking Softly on this thinning line I need to feed myself Another mother fucking lie Help me There must be something someone else can do Kill me Before it infiltrates right into you Repressing but it's Progressing Possessing getting upsetting I'm shedding regretting Forgetting, I'm dreading abetting God No Let Go Far down underground Lost and never found My heart's erratic and the Screams I bleat are automatic Lost, down underground Beneath the steeple in the earth You're gagged and bound Within the Flesh That Hates I can't control it, I'm over it Hoping I get some closure Lit back with overexposure A face of ochre composure Cloaked in a tenebrous couture Convince me I'm mediocre Help me I know there's nothing anyone can do Kill me Before it iterates to something new I can't withhold aggression It's pressing, coming through This lineal obsession Is too hard to subdue Far down underground Lost and never found My heart's erratic and the Screams I bleat are automatic Lost, down underground Beneath the steeple in the earth You're gagged and bound Within the Flesh That Hates God No Let Go