Wallowing

Started thinking about forgiveness You took it with all my senses And if I could try to love again I don't think I'd like it the way I did when it was with you I don't like the way you are I don't like the way that I am when you're not around I've been so self-destructive, so unproductive, so unrelentingly fucking useless Started thinking about our goodbye How I was yours and you were mine And now that I have loved again I can see that you and I were always meant to end I don't like the way you are I don't like the way that I am when you're not around I've been so self-destructive, so unproductive, so unrelentingly fucking useless Thought that I'd be better without you by my side But I'm wallowing in my own demise You made me, you break me, oh baby You made me, you break me, oh baby when will it end I don't like the way you are I don't like the way that I am when you're not around I've been so self-destructive, so unproductive, so unrelentingly fucking useless Thought that I'd be better without you by my side But I'm wallowing in my own demise Wallowing in my own demise