New Boy in Town

Can't you see I'm stumbling around Lost in the crowd Trying to find my way through I hadn't expected to be starting again Cast off into the wind It caught me off guard I'd forgotten just how hard it is to be The new boy in town The new boy in town The new boy in town And at this age No one sees that I feel down on my luck Downright bemused and tired as f*ck Out of good ideas I should have seen this coming but my eyes were closed I'm Drowning in my clothes Too tired to lift my head Now I'd rather just be dead than be The new boy in town The new boy in town The new boy in town And at this age Silver linings tempt you on undiscovered paths You invest your knowhow and end up taking a bath And then there you wander with calculated steps You needed shelter But you couldn't tell her No you couldn't tell her As the sky hung low and wept I need a chance to prove what I could bring To anything I could matter more I'll stand in the sunshine and I might be seen But not the shadow I bring I'll try not to lose my head but oh, the things she said to me The new boy in town The new boy in town The new boy in town And at this age