Built For It

Doctor J got me right Yeah We global now Going through a lot shit I couldn't stand no more And it made and it breaked me, I couldn't do it no more That pain I was feeling, I wanted to smoke until I couldn't smoke no more I was feeling so terrible I couldn't sleep at night Phone calls coming through, interrupting my focus but I need to remain focused Too much weight on my shoulders, I couldn't toss it off My mind in shambles, felt like I was fallin' off I had remind myself I was built for it, I couldn't go off My stress built up and it had no where to go I could of let go but I didn't wanna fold Fighting my situation and my mental But I had to get it together And I had to keep a mindset that it was gone get better Going through this while I had to chase that cheddar But my actions was elsewhere, spending money on plane fares That was the way to get the time to myself No help at the time had to do it myself No help with the stress, I had do this shit by myself Let me take a breath but I couldn't even do that Inviting more drama to the scene, I ain't even want to do that I'm on the clock at work but I didn't even want to do that In the mix, my mind going through it My heart going through it Like why I'm going through this Feel like I'm losing but I'm gone get through it Blinded by surprise, I ain't see this shit coming The devil up to something Speaking in my ear while I'm stumbling, but I'm like f*ck off I had to keep the faith, and make sure my family straight Pray to god to guide me through the hardships that I face My spirit broken, I didn't even know what to say Taking the insults to the face While I'm trying to get through that tunnel of darkness Going at my own pace, the light shining, I just wanted a taste I did that shit out of love, all the love that you could take Some these niggas out here fake Some shit I ain't want to relate to I did shit other niggas wouldn't do My feelings trapped inside Had to vent this pain in the stu I'm gone to let it loose, I won't stop it I'm gone keep going, I'm gone go longer The storm gone rumble Got to remain humble Got to stay in my own lane Even when I feel this pain Even when I feel insane But I'm built for this shit Prepared for this shit Lose sleep for this shit I'm hungry but it's mind over matter These the thoughts through my mind at a time I was shattered