Imaginary Hope

Look I could never trade Indecisions I’ve made For imaginary hope I’m addicted to my days So my nights gotta change Either way they better show Right now I’m aimlessly high Made to survive Everything that I see Now that I’m dangerously high Aimed for the sky That’s as high as I reach My blue tint is like collars at state corrections My life changing on a dollar like great depressions Bad times and loose pockets are teaching lessons I had to see the other side to see I’m reaching blessings Bond between me and my family like a church to reverend They got my back like them broad shouldered streets in Trenton Down and up 29 until I get to west end Straight to park with hammer in arm to hit for fences Now I’m getting seconds So if we make it in this life There’s some things that I gotta bring to light And I gotta make it clear I don’t like when I be feeling spiteful of things So I gotta make ‘em right And I gotta make it clear I ain’t going out without a fight N***** know what I’m about This my life But I got a bigger fear When you realize the fight starts when life goes as far as you can write Shit gets realer It gets realer Than altercations between killers and drug dealers So when music execs gotta recoup and fill up They can pick up my ruff drafts like J Dilla Shouts out ‘cause Jay realer Than most n***** Because he made the whole artwork for no figures But shit go figure F*ck it I ain’t worried ‘bout the beat I’m just making sure everybody eats So I could never, trade Shiiit F*ck imaginary hope I’m addicted to my days So my nights gotta change Either way they better show But right now I’m aimlessly high Made to survive Everything that I see Now that I’m dangerously high Aimed for the sky That’s as high as I reach Hoping now you can tell I can never put my soul up for sale Because them figures never outweigh the bail And I ain’t going to jail For seven years just so labels can sell You n***** funnier than David Chappelle F*ck however you feel Miami in September hotter than hell I got the Heat I’m like a shorter Renzel I’m just praying for Dell Women cheating way too often, oh well If she entangled then you probably Will Only joking but still It’s a problem that’s been plaguing the world How we treating our lessons just like a fail And I ain’t in it for tales I’m telling stories that I truly can feel If this is therapy I’m bound to be healed I’m just tryna be real Only playing when they signing the bill If it’s a max then my new name is Shaquille Y’all are funny forreal ‘Cause if you got it then I got it Pharrell I’m gon’ be Happy when the masses appeal So I could never trade Indecisions I’ve made For imaginary hope I’m addicted to my days So my nights gotta change Either way they better show Right now I’m aimlessly high Made to survive Everything that I see Now that I’m dangerously high Aimed for the sky That’s as high as I reach...