The Nerve

I sit waiting by the phone all night I sit waiting, waiting for you So many bad habits, gotta change at heart I think I've finally got some ways to make it count and found a page to start Writing 'bout my life is dangerous art Can't hide no shame it's on display and clear as day, I feel like mason jars Work hard, play hard, I tried to take charge Then turned wrong ways, went down the court without my case solved And just the other day I felt a ways from all this shame And self inflicted wounds I've made, I've got to change to earn my days off Same shit I really can't ignore While I'm losing checks like I ain't got no fare I keep on fucking up my chances and lost all of my advancement Bet that money coming back, I'm out here making sure As I set records down I play 'em 'round Gotta leave shit behind, nobody cares I'm taking longer routes to work and I keep fucking up my pockets Ain't no time, I got no choice, no other options, it's simple really I sit waiting by the phone all night (Oh, the muhfuckinerve) I sit waiting, waiting for you (You) Maaan, I keep on fucking up my progress, now shit be taking long I think I'm over concentrated, aimed too high and chased the process Some pills are hard to digest yet mostly bypassed If smoothly operated, doc' ya pain and skip the contrast I'm thinking out loud, y'all heard me taken out of context Misunderstood intents, but I'll admit one wasn't honest So now I'm stuck insane and noting everything that's changed I bet my visions gon' remain so I can't take this out on contacts Same shit I really can't ignore While I'm losing chicks like I ain't got no affairs Keep on fucking up my chances and lost all of my advancement Bet that money coming back, I'm out here making more As I set records down I play 'em 'round Leave shit behind, nobody cares Took the longest route to work and still fucking up my pockets Really got no other choice no other options, man, damn I sit waiting by the phone all night (Oh, the muhfuckinerve) I sit waiting, waiting for you I sit waiting by the phone all night I sit waiting