are u ok?

Are you ok I just gotta know I don’t wanna know But I gotta know Are you ok I just gotta know I don’t wanna know I honestly have no clue Cause what I hear is so untrue Been dealing with this bullshit nothing new And these episodes that I go through These thoughts run through my head Been laying in bed since 10am Been lying to myself here we go again Lost myself in this mess that I’m in These thoughts seem to depress me Life is trying to kill me no more please Normal people are the ones I envy Keep thinking about what I can and can’t be I really need sleep Getting harder to breathe Suffocating slowly Imma die lonely Insecurities Will get the best of me And in my time of need You just let me bleed I want to go back to that day we met Cause I would do anything I could to take that back I’m a wreck you fucked me up it’s time to go Pack up get your shit and drive away go home I want to go back to that day we met Cause I would do anything I could to take that back I’m a wreck you fucked me up it’s time to go Pack up get your shit and drive away go home Feeling like I’m not at my best I’m crying over things that I can’t control I’m crying over love yea my life is a mess I’m crying over things that I don’t understand Some things just seem to never change She got me feeling so addicted to the these mind games How could you say that you’re done Now you smile thinking that you’ve won Everyday I get up and I try to move on It’s starting to feel like this road is getting way to long I want to go back to that day we met Cause I would do anything I could to take that back I’m a wreck you fucked me up it’s time to go Pack up get your shit and drive away go home I want to go back to that day we met Cause I would do anything I could to take that back I’m a wreck you fucked me up it’s time to go Pack up get your shit and drive away go home I try to think every day but my mind is too gone I’ve been waiting for this moment waiting way too long I don’t want to be the one to tell you that you’re so wrong I just wanna be the one that you can always count on Tell me what did you expect Thought that you were riding with me until the very end Did you ever think about those things you said Turns out I’m better off on my own instead I want to go back to that day we met Cause I would do anything I could to take that back I’m a wreck you fucked me up it’s time to go Pack up get your shit and drive away go home I don’t want to hear you anymore Take your shit and leave right out my front door Act like you erased me from your mind Please don’t think about me just to pass the time I want to go back to that day we met Cause I would do anything I could to take that back I’m a wreck you fucked me up it’s time to go Pack up get your shit and drive away go home I want to go back to that day we met Cause I would do anything I could to take that back I’m a wreck you fucked me up it’s time to go Pack up get your shit and drive away go home So tell me are you ok So tell me am I ok Ignoring all the words that you say Judging all the moves I make