still insane

I yell your name I know it's not the same I'm still insane I'm falling away now I look to the light Don't know when I'll see you But I hope its tonight I know that your far away but I can't help but to scream your name In the middle of the night when I start scream your name In the middle of the night when my dreams be getting strange I never thought I'd find a place for me to go And if I'm screaming out, how would you ever know Thoughts be seeping but my life will never slow Demons creeping, every side of me I watch them grow And they're far below and it's hard to know Will I wake up in the morrow Brain full of sorrow Climbing mountains in my mind, Kilimanjaro Killing me man, but the end is too far though This is hard you know And if I yell your name would you listen And if I call your phone to say I'm missing You used to be the one to chase the demons from my mind Now sleeping at night sometimes it takes all of my might But every time I see that there was someone for me I think I'm turning to a freak, all alone and falling way too deep And I hope that you are listening, I know it's not the same But you probably should know that I am still insane I yell your name I know it's not the same I'm still insane I'm falling away now I look to the light Don't know when I'll see you But I hope its tonight I know that your far away but I can't help but to scream your name I hope its tonight You tell me no lie That used to be mine You know that I am not out for desire I'm not a liar You would put out all the fires In hell with demon and rocks spires And I'll never be one with the moon men I'm safe in the sun but daylight ends Balloons fly high till they explore or fall Soon I will die or I will find myself and I will do it all Wake up with a hot sweat I hate it when people say bet Can't stop myself from doing the dare That's how you live your life without a care Can't go back to sleep because there's something in the air You can't just weep complain about what's fair Worse when its demons speaking in your ear Curses that be feeding on simpletons and fear If you ever start to fall asleep steer clear Sleep paralysis Please keep out of this I've had enough of this Full of restlessness Lost my innocence But in a realer sense I gotta tell you something that I think that you should know It's just the start of the show If I start speaking with my heart Just tell me no If you see a spark in the dark let it grow But every time I see that there was someone for me I think I'm turning to a freak, all alone and falling way too deep And I hope that you are listening, I know it's not the same But you probably should know that I am still insane I yell your name I know it's not the same I'm still insane I'm falling away now I look to the light Don't know when I'll see you But I hope its tonight I know that your far away but I can't help but to scream your name I yell your name I know it's not the same I'm still insane I know that your far away but I can't help but to scream your name In the middle of the night when I start scream your name In the middle of the night when my dreams be getting strange I never thought I'd find a place for me to go And if I'm screaming out, how would you ever know