Dreams and Nightmares

It was my world and it turned to my universe I gave you life and turned it to a hearse I can't believe you aint here with me Can't believe you aint here Cant believe you aint here with me My dreams brought nightmares like Meek Mill Chad-Star And I just don't know how to feel It's like all my dreams coming real And I can't believe you ain't here with me still My dreams brought nightmares like Meek Mill And I just don't know how to feel I gave you my whole life and held up my deal I was supposed to put your name on top of my will Now you can't even look me in my face But you see it every time you look at our child Scheming, plotting on me but you always did it with a smile Now I'm tryna live my life, I can't cuz you stay hating I was homeless you was texting me bout ya vacation So I just don't know how to feel Had brothers switch for songs and a bill Had niggas switched on me like I ain't have pride Force my heart and my mind to pick a side So I just don't know how to feel It's like all my dreams coming real And I can't believe you ain't here with me still My dreams brought nightmares like meek mill And I just don't know how to feel You don't even know what you want I don't even know how to feel We don't even know what's going on Just that the love, hate and pain is real I be riding through the mountains paranoia in me Fighting demons while i fight my feelings Fighting cases while I fight my past While I fight injustice, man it's overwhelming Take a couple grams to the dome Because I don't wanna feel shit Cuz I lost you, you lost me, and we both quit Its never over til it's over but it's hella O-V-A Made a whole song and I still don't know what to say Thats real shit Cause I just don't know how to feel It's like all my dreams coming real And I can't believe you ain't here with me still My dreams brought nightmares like meek mill And I just don't know how to feel I just don't know I just don't know how to feel I just don't know how to feel I just don't know