Pain II

They always asking why Chaela got slow music Truth be told nigga she be going through it By the same one she loved she got cheated on Crazy cause her baby chose the nigga that was beating on her I don't get it, is it me shit, I don't get it Just charge it to the game, just try to run them digits Steady running checks with PTSD I ain't got no limit How can I love you with all these problems and you can’t fix 'em I don't know, but I ain't lose nigga you a joke My dumb ass out here with my heart broke I admit it They tried to warn me about your ass but I ain't get it Count the times I gave you my last you still was trippin That’s why I’m with other people I had to sleep it off You got the last laugh I had to top it off Who really winning You say you miss me now I’m in my feelings Thought it was hope in yo apology guess I was tripping Told my baby that it’s gone be fine It’s crazy that you chose to tear my heart out like a lion but that’s your sign Promised that it’s always gone be mine That’s why ion trip off other hoes I play the side Cause I know I'ma knock the lights out, home run, I'm a main event Bleeding purple tears from my eyes from all this pain I'm in Swear I rather end my own life than go to court again Know it’s gone be hard to save my soul if I fall short again I try to hide who I really am and it’s embarrassing Only real niggas understand my predicament How you gone try to bash my name when I’m really innocent I bleed on this mic every night cause it’s my instrument I promise you I ain’t no facade It’s really out my hands so I give it all to God I got my head on straight I bossed up out the gate Expecting me to love When all they do is hate When all they do is judge When all they do is fake Been going through too much Got too much on my plate I got stay strong on my arm cause I’m a fighter Problem is niggas pick up guns instead of lighters That’s what happened to my friend Last month she met her end I can’t believe she died world making early death a trend And ain’t another nigga worried bout me