Wonder Why

I wonder why Why we tend to cry Tears of joy, tears of pain, please tell me God A nigga really had 'em both when I stood trial And I didn’t want y'all to know I was in denial To stay strong is the motto so you know I gotta be fearless But when I’m off them drugs I tend to get in my feelings I been pushing this work excuse me if I'm distant, I just Ain’t popped a perk yea it’s been a lil minute Definition of real don’t mean you gotta make it out the trenches Cause imma rich girl pushing them bricks, and that was my decision I know hard work pay off more than all my privilege So it’s stack or starve time make a lil more percentage Told my mom to smile, I know I let you down Can't let go of these demons after how long they been around I’m balling every season so give the queen her crown I never needed a reason I always stook around Gave you your time I had patience Can’t comprehend y'all talk if it ain’t bout the paper Love you so much that it’s enough for now and later They told me she was too far gone they can’t save her I wonder why Why we tend to cry Tears of joy, tears of pain, please tell me God A nigga really had 'em both when I stood trial And I didn’t want y'all to know I was in denial To stay strong is the motto so you know I gotta be fearless But when I’m off them drugs I tend to get in my feelings I been pushing this work excuse me if I'm distant, I just Ain’t popped a perk yea it’s been a lil minute Definition of real don’t mean you gotta make it out the trenches Cause imma rich girl pushing them bricks and that was my decision I know hard work pay off more than all my privilege So it’s stack or starve time make a lil more percentage I find my inner peace so I can fill this hole Got my heart locked inside a box it's so cold Read my bible in hopes that God can save my soul Get it right with me if you ever did me wrong And yea I show my heart you can hear it in my songs Meet me in person promise its gone be the same way I spend a check to invest make it back the same day Pray the pain go away, go away, go away I wonder why Why we tend to cry Tears of joy, tears of pain, please tell me God A nigga really had 'em both when I stood trial And I didn’t want y'all to know I was in denial To stay strong is the motto so you know I gotta be fearless But when I’m off them drugs I tend to get in my feelings I been pushing this work excuse me if I'm distant, I just Ain’t popped a perk yea it’s been a lil minute Definition of real don’t mean you gotta make it out the trenches Cause imma rich girl pushing them bricks and that was my decision I know hard work pay off more than all my privilege So it’s stack or starve time make a lil more percentage