Sadness

Not thinking of good memories but bad ones instead And now I'm sitting on my bed with suicide thoughts inside my head Sitting on my bed With thoughts in my head And now I'm thinking over the bad words that you said But it's crazy Man it's just so crazy How you can just love me The next day betray me But I I gotta keep my head up high I put my arms up and look up to the sky But it's crazy Man it's just so crazy How you can just love me The next day betray me This sadness Slipping into darkness Insomniac contest I can't breath, I can't breathe Oh this madness A nightmarish circus A sleepless night protest Can this pain cease, can this pain cease Oh this sadness Oh this sadness Popping pills just to get by Because life is too hard and I want to die But it's crazy Man it's just so crazy How you can just love me the next day betray me Now I'm Trying to hold on to hope But my lungs are full and I start to choke But it's crazy man it's just so crazy How you can just love me the next day betray me This sadness Slipping into darkness Insomniac contest I can't breath, I can't breathe Oh this madness A nightmarish circus A sleepless night protest Can this pain cease, can this pain cease Oh this sadness Turning into darkness Causing all my madness I can't breathe No I can't breath I said That this madness Oh this sadness I'm slipping into the darkness Insomniac contest I can't breathe No I can't breathe Oh this madness A nightmarish circus A sleepless night protest Can this pain cease Can this pain cease