Push & Pull

Used to wear my heart out on my sleeve Before it got the best of me Don't want you to stay don't want you to leave And my walls stand Oh so high I've got issues With my pride But you're standing there By my side Telling me it'll be alright When I push and I push and I pull away It's got nothing to do with you babe Push and I push and I pull away Got your head spinning around Don't wanna let you in Just to back out Would rather be alone Than find out Find out Push and I pull away Now we're driving late in mid-July Got me locked in Got me mesmerized Think I'm addicted to the high Didn't ever think You'd change my mind Didn't ever know You'd be the guy To show me that maybe I'm not right this time When I push and I push and I pull away It's got nothing to do with you babe Push and I push and I pull away Got your head spinning around Don't wanna let you in Just to back out Would rather be alone Than find out Find out Push and I pull away I'm so scared I'm so scared Tell what I gotta change Tell me that you're always Here to stay It's so rare you're so rare I don't wanna stay afraid Cause it's been too long And I'm holding off On falling tonight When I push and I push and I pull away It's got nothing to do with you babe Push and I push and I pull away Got your head spinning around I wanna let you in Don't wanna back out Don't wanna be alone I wanna find out Find out Push and I pull away This is more than just a feeling All I know is you changed my mind I can't ignore it I see all the signs Think I'm finally healing Why would I ever Push this away