The Break Up

I can't help the hunger Or to wonder If I still really love her Or if I'm just missin' her Wishin' I were kissin' her I swear I'm goin' insane From the thoughts that never stop So I'll just smoke another strain of pot 'Cause it's all I got left For as long as I've got breath Still tryin' to stop death from occurrin' Remember when you were swervin' And I was yellin' Memories blurrin' But I can still tell when it's over And that's why I'm never sober Lookin' for some better closure But I'd bet all my money to bet it's over I swear that no one was ever closer To really makin' me wish I wasn't livin' You told me that you felt, that day Like you was in prison Although I was the one locked away From all the love that wasn't given It's crazy how I wouldn't listen Now I know I shouldn't have been pissed when You did the same to me And now it all seems so strange to me Looking around where we used to stay Listenin' to the rain And all the pain it brings Not much has changed you see From the day you came to me Like a gift or a curse And now it's plain to see That without you in my life I'll be remaining free I said Like a gift or a curse And now it's plain to see That without you in my life I'll be remaining free