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Feel Like I'm afraid of heights, Feel like I'm afraid to fly Really I'm afraid to try, Failures just a way of life I should just embrace my grind, tell me it's a waste of time Success is a ladder, really need to take my climb From the cul-de-sac, but I'm really from the slumbs dog Lookin For that bread, all I seem to find is crumbs dog Swimming with the sharks like where've all my chums gone All I need is one shot, like motherfuck a gun law Fam got sick... now I feel like he's Given up I'm running these tracks like money can't come quick enough I'ma keep spitting up the flu, Till you're sick of chuck It's a suicide mission, writin like my wrist is cut Took a trip to Long Beach, waterfront In Arms Reach Ocean waves, calm peace, Turn my Screams to a small screech Turn my bars to psalms preach, Put my heart to a songs Beat Imma break down these walls n set Charles free When i needed to escape This pen got me through the day When i need to ease my pain This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day Feel like ive been here before, feel like it aint nothin new Feelin like a failure, still knowin that that wasnt true Gotta pick them clay tools up, dont let em shape you Never take a lunch, dont let them people break you But the circumstances risen, got me feelin frigid Hospital visits, tryna beat me to submission Cryin at night, in the a.m. back to business Im dying inside, while tryna make a livin Goddamn man, the whole worlds on my back Everytime i slip a disc, these words my chiroprac Been jugglin so much, life slippin through the crack Grip been losin grasps, put the pen to pad Deck is stackin up, lemme tell you wadda man do Me against the world, im tellin you, i cant lose Come at me bro, aint a challenge i aint ran through Pen in my hand aint a damn thing... i cant do When i needed to escape This pen got me through the day When i need to ease my pain This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day When i couldnt live this way This pen got me through the day When i needed to explain This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day This pen got me through the day