Self

Telling me I'll never make it Saying I'm wack And can't rap I'm trying to dictate my life for you I only fight for you But at the same time you dont got my back You're the only one who puts me under attack! Your like the coke without the jack You already know my past You're supposed to make up from what I lack Telling me im ugly but no snack You're the reason for my low self esteem Cleary you and me are not a team I wish you loved me and was not mean Does this happen to everyone or just me? I need the answers! (I need answers) I can't deal with what I'm dealt I can't even handle myself Hard to gauge my mental health My problems still on the shelf I need help (help) I need help (help) But I just don't know Where to go Yo charlie this is the inner you Your ugly and you can't rap Your gonna die alone You should have listened to me when i said it was your time to go (yo stop it) (I'm gonna show you!) You aint gonna show me shit I can control you (You don't know the real me) I know all your insecurities You hate being alone (Ok tell me something i don't know?) Your me and I'm you (If what your telling me is true then you must be my biggest fan?) No I'm not stan (I don't understand, i dont understand, i don't understand, i dont understand) There's no relief in sight And I've only got so much fight Left inside of me But the misery Won't let me be free You see my problem is i always tried to please everyone else before me It comes down to the only person you got to please is you( you) I have yet to archive this rule I feel like i'm drowning in a pool Of my own blood and I'm holding the knife I only have this one life! (Life) I can't deal with what I'm dealt I can't even handle myself Hard to gauge my mental health My problems still on the shelf I need help (help) I need help (help) But I just don't know Where to go!