Never Been Clear

Relapse! Back to the beginning again Empathizing voices within mean to conspire I need to find my totem Cuz I'm in a dream deferred, and it's growing dire Maybe I deserve disgust, deserve disdain Cuz I found a solace and a poise With those who feel the same Who feel the same… Me and all my dreads, coalesced Fed into me so far I barely know who represents What were once episodes, Takes me again and again And I feel I've lost control Looked for hope and found more pain Does it make me sick, That I know feel even more in place? What were once episodes Takes me again and again And I feel I've lost control Release me Calling out cuz there ain't a thing I can do I was wrong cuz my conscience has never been clear I'm finding a way I'm finding a way to Make it out all right I was wrong cuz my conscience has never been clear Conscience has never been Conscience have never been, Clear…