Smile

(Verse 1 C.O.D. DecaturboyMusic) This a hell of life I'm livin', feel like I'm sprintin' But for what? Shit I'm my competition Wit these snakes in the grass, I can't even turn my back So a half a ounce a dat, won't even help me relax I sit back and put some Pac on, get dressed then put my Glock on Even when I'm not home, the world safer when that lock on Searchin' for a sign, while i'm tryin ta make the stars align I Stopped Waitin' on the world to change, ain't have the time Lord knows I've been prayin' for a better day While trying to still, be thankful for everythang Roof over my head, food on the table Walkin' by Faith, cause ready willing and able But damaging of dropping bombs, and obstacles in my path Clouding imperfect sight, and shatterin' by broken glass Even with all the pain, I promise I know I blessed Mama say the same thang, when ever she see me stressed (Verse 2 C.O.D. DecaturboyMusic) Fear My best friend, and worst enemy It keep me on my toes, but hesitation killin' me Hope that I don't have my dreams in my cross sights cnd double clutch the trigger, cause I thought that something wasn't right Damn, with out worries if being burned I jump into the fire, like f*ck it was my turn Blind faith got me here, so the fear I tuck it away If I only walk by sight, I'm never gone find My way Started life on the highway to hell, but every struggle was a blessin' Cause now I done flipped the script takin the street way to heaven I ain't gotta get tatted, my scars is God given Whether Mental or physical, I'll let him make that decision What's pain to a man, that's lived waitin' on death cnd since the age of 12, he ain't really felt like himself Jumpin' off of the roof, after climbing up from the basement Excited for the fall, not worried about the pavement