Ghosted / Closure

I use to f*ck witcha Like really f*ck witcha I made excuses to ma to spend some bucks on ya And when you left I tried my best to keep in touch witcha Which of days You spent away You felt my love for ya? Was it not constant Feelings you provoke done kept me hostage Sulkin in my hoodie Like a boogie Backing Highbridge I'm on a high bridge Wondering if I should jump it Emotions running high There ain't no other way to stop it Unless I jump ship Burn the bridge That's why I wrote this Secretly I'm praying in mind You never hear this Claiming that you love me Yet you keep me At a distance Ghost of coming closure These the reasons why I did it We could've had the world We could've had the world yeah We could've had the world We could've had the world yeah (We could've had it all baby) You see I love you I love so much it's twisting my views The thing with love is If you love too much It turns to a noose And worse it never gets loose I'm stuck in the matrix I'm breaking And So now I must choose To silence My crying My dying See you find someone new Or deny all the ties we had And simply hurt you anew And I don't know what to do And I don't know what to do And I don't know what to do And I don't know what to do And I don't know what to do Unless I jump ship Forget you exist and Burn the bridge That's why I wrote this Secretly I'm praying in mind You never hear this Claiming that you love me Yet you keep me at a distance Ghost of coming closure These the reasons Why I did it Forget I exist and Burn the bridge That's why I wrote this Honestly, I'm praying to the lord That you forgive this Want you but can't have you Had to keep you at a distance Ghost of coming closure Couldn't really handle Friendship We could've had the world We could've had the world yeah We could've had the world We could've had the world yeah (We could've had it all baby)