Take (The Soil Is Calling)

surrender to the air && let the sky bare this soul free and bright like a lodestar && leading to the sun && warming from both sides && nothing like these killing arms that suffocate true desire . i cant watch myself live to see the day where I break. that day is flowing towards me. like waves gaining pace like tides that never change more swiftly. more evenly. more quietly. the endless cycle of give and take && the careful words we have the guts to say the unfufillment that has numbed my insides and sealed my fate. i have to give in to the ground below my feet as we edge closer to those final steps I can hear the earth begging: 'the rats, they want you && the soil is calling”