Cold World Paranoia

A day without light Sadness hides deep in the mind Darkness all around Lurking fears they spring at me Old memories creep up Of love and disgrace Things sensed within a dream Elude, self-erase Cold world void of resonance Living turned into pretence High anxiety unfold Death resides where I go Words you whispered Folded arms and bade farewell Me beside, bloodied hands As your life ran out that night Instead of need, distrust What once was sweet, corrupt Nervous wreck in my prime I will subside in time Paranoid misguided life Scarred by recollection's strife Buried suffering returned To heal these wounds I never learn Cold world void of resonance Living turned into pretence High anxiety unfold Death resides where I go