Didn't Even Mind

I felt the pressure building up pushing from every side You didn't even mind It took the rest of me to stop and say no more You didn't even mind Am I just reading it all wrong? Too many voices overtaking and I'm misplacing Wasting this precious time, avoiding signs I'm in too deep to quit and there's just too many good reasons that keep me sucked in Though barely scraping by, you didn't flinch at all I spent the rest of my earnings on just feeling numb I never meant to keep putting this on you It's all wrong, It's alright When it's all gone bad and I've probably lost it The world could die, but you'd survive How many faced with, how many torn I see how much I wasted while you never turned