Introspection

So used to carry the pain All my thoughts I to you dedicate Cold, black grief all that I see Should I leave or welcome this insanity? Constant hunt for a cure Restless soul so insecure Damaged hope weakened day by day Life-long, everlasting pain I become lost without your fears All my pride fades to memories Your darkness I now demand Habitual need In sorrow I went on to find My purpose and peace of mind All the prayers I keep within Building up to a painful fall Scars so deep it is sickening Stuck in here, in need for an awakening Trying to run from the fear Escaping without any sense Or find a way to be sincere to yourself 'Cause you can't erase inheritance