Through These Eyes

The seed was planted in me So long ago Now it's grown into a deamon That I can't control Battling a war Feeling defeated And torn This time can't be undone What has my life become Battling a war Feeling defeated And torn Nightmare comes alive History Your alibi Hurt yourself to purify Your mind from all the blame On my toes standig by Staring 'til I'm blind From your slow suicide I can't look away Cataclysm all that I know A life guided by fear In a distant future Will scars still be in control Battling a war Feeling defeated And torn Nightmare comes alive History Your alibi Hurt yourself to purify Your mind from all the blame On my toes standig by Staring 'til I'm blind From your slow suicide I can't look away Feeling forced to cross the line To avoid your last goodbye I'm codependent by design So please save yourself Wanting to heal But don't have the strength To let go of the past And victimization of yourself Do you dare to look into your own eyes Honesty hurts You might be suprised See for yourself The mirrors don't lie This is the only path to a better dawn Nightmare comes alive History Your alibi Hurt yourself to purify Your mind from all the blame On my toes standig by Staring 'til I'm blind From your slow suicide I can't look away Feeling forced to cross the line To avoid your last goodbye I'm codependent by design So please save yourself All this makes me paralyzed Rejected and declined Do I need to justify The helplessness I feel On my toes standig by Staring 'til I'm blind From your slow suicide I can't look away Attached to your own kind Is a flaw of the mind That always makes you deny Reflections of yourself