Ruined

Lust is a liar, leaving a taste so bitter in my mouth. That just won't wash away. I pray for the day the thought of us decays. And dissolves beneath my dreams. I've been culprit; everything I touch turns to disarray. Ashamed of the pulpit I stand on today. The love we made has lead us both astray. I can't help but keep losing sleep. I'm moving on, people will change. This always I can count on. Doomed to repetition of inconsistency. Chained to obligations staring back at me. Cowering under the weight of consequences. I shouldn't be here, I need a second chance. I need forgiveness, I need a second chance. I need a way out of this mess I've made myself. We've sinned in the dark, and now I can't forget. Two souls tied together, drowning in regret. Lust left us with a hole in our hearts. Our best intentions tore us apart. God, I hope You'll forgive me for treating her like this.