Sad Songs

I can’t believe my thoughts succeeded We were fine why couldn’t I just leave it? It sucks you were right but that night I lost sight Of what it is that makes my mind Settle and not explode right But this argument we had just felt old And again we sit, we talk, and you get cold And I don’t offer you shit even though you shiver so Violently but I would’ve done it 6 months ago But getting up silently to walk out and smoke Seems vitally better than sitting here and just trying to choke On words I don't mean but I guess I’m angry so I say it anyway, you cry, and then you grab your coat I lose you, it blows, and then I wonder why I won't finish arguments that I start like I Really need a therapist or at least a pet parrot That will echo the dumb shit I say Cause I should feel embarrassed Doesn’t matter if I learned my fucking lesson Spent too much time being stupid and messing With your heart and well probably mine too So I’ll sit here in this room turn the volume up On the sad songs All the sad songs All the sad songs I’m talking about the sad songs All the sad songs All the sad songs I can’t believe my thoughts succeeded Now I’m pissed off man Now I’m just heated I can’t believe that all I needed Was my stupid pride to stop impeding Quick break now let’s bring it back Let’s think were we really ever on track? Or is it just my anger fighting that Scary thought that you'll never be coming back? All the things we’ve been through I wish we could redo I know that you blame me Trust me I blame me too I know that I should see through All the notes that you made me read through And understand you were reaching out for help But instead I got defensive and I threatened to leave you F*ck man god damn I’m really just stupid I ignored all the signs and now I’ve been booted Pride isn’t real and neither is Cupid So I’ll sit in my car then the volume up On the sad songs Sad songs All the sad songs All the sad songs I’m talking about the sad songs All the sad songs All the sad songs All the sad songs All the sad, sad, sad, sad songs Alright I sit here I wonder why I’m the type of guy That would let you go Sad songs All the sad songs All the sad songs I’m talking about the sad songs All the sad songs All the sad songs