Holy Child

Yall already know this C.rad.b with the beat Also coming with the speech Yo Sea moss on top Where I got hair loss I pulled it out Showering Shitting sleeping Behind bars I only got one seat in my car Yo I can flow This bar after bar after bar While enjoying time I have under these stars In current reality And in my mind beyond yalls This syco gang Iamu cannot join the cause I rep the family And my inner world Shout out my dawg Mosty madros G o d what up haus I hear I own land down south But cuzzo say it cost Damn do I gotta call another lawyer up Cause we did this six years ago When my daddy croaked And why i'm thinking serving you like troy With murder in the skull I'm not like these other grown ups Who gone only play with toys But wait Who am I kidding Cause this body bring me joy So this continuous living Doesn't seek out to destroy Why y'all take me as a joke I'll admit I had some trouble Knowing exactly what I want But yo i've already taken off tho I gotta make it out this struggle And I'm bringing with me brothers I been paying the cost Of humility and feeling lost So I use some as a gps To know how not to trot I got fam with mental problems All I can do is listen when they talk When I do drive to visit I'm only focused on the mission This my new religion So the future I'm now living in Myself I been disciplining In order to win it All these things i've been thinking I now wanna feel em She stayed in little rock Crispy cremes she go and get em Before the sun would come and visit I don't know how to treat my niggas So we stick to strictly business I'm now really feeling clifton With these heights that I visit Feeling the pain of what you mention Then yo eyes start to water But those problems no longer living So just look at where you living Thankful for none of this was given Yo I be trotting round the yard On an ounce of some strong Plotting with myself Rarely sharing with my dawgs Cause I don't fully know they wrongs Pray some ways I can evolve I been consulting with the god Phone no longer on silent I can't afford to miss these calls While i'm trying be a pilot I got passengers Friends and family Lending me guidance Learning off they mileage Thinking disrespectful when i'm silent Holy child ma saying we all trying to find it Yo Popping stayed her pussy When i'd come over to visit Same intermission We was sexing came in children Reminded me of seeing momma And a cracker I wasn't feeling Damn why still to this day Do I really wanna kill him But we all got some healing And those thoughts I cannot peel em So I see step daddy's problems The same as mine Love we wasn't getting I want gold in my teeth Just like my older nigga's He tell me not to trust him Those words hurt my feelings With him I continue building Until we make it out these ceilings Helping corporations build up I'm really fed up This holy child Ain't spitting nothing mild The virus real But they lying bout the cure in the vile still So I slide in the z The tires I do not peel Respect for people sleeping 2 a.m. I got and get it It's hard to heal When others agenda's what you build That part of self I wanna kill Finding what I can make real Yo spitting in the booth Of the sleeper where I started Using time to know the wrong directions Not be heading I could really use some women As a medic Cause playing with myself really selfish And I don't mind smelling shellfish Yo that's a joke Don't look towards me as yo hope I been climbing up my own rope With bad habits That only help me cope With the reality with no matter how cold My problems only froze Thawing out again in summer time For me to grow Then finding me another road Yo can a prince kiss a toad To help me help out with these tolls Then again I don't really know I continue to grow Fucking me some hoes But not what I wanna grow So I pause some of those actions Thinking the other side is scoring close But then again Over there I do not wanna be Hiding in my clothes In realities I don't know Cause that situation hasn't grown Yo I be trotting round the yard On an ounce of some strong Plotting with myself Rarely sharing with my dawgs Cause I don't fully know they wrongs Pray some ways I can evolve I been consulting with the god Phone no longer on silent I can't afford to miss these calls While i'm trying be a pilot I got passengers Friends and family Lending me guidance Learning off they mileage Thinking disrespectful when i'm silent Holy child ma says we all trying to find it