I Found Comfort

And i found comfort in Not loving me But loving you fiends But please don't feel all glee This only just a power trip for me Cause i don't see how i can say these things When in front of company That's why i don't I stay hidden in my moat Let these feelings grow some more Like my sis woke up this morn I don't like it when yall moan I need to go find my own home This shit be sickening to my core Like oh my lord Talking to myself The higher one Where is all the help Angels he had no more he could scrap up for bro Yo I was tricked into being a trick Momma made my daddy loose his sense New daddy well he always been a bitch Hitting little kids Out of all of this You was just the muscle for this shit I still got that bitch's mind All wrapped round my dick This is how i sense Why i had to feel this shit I found comfort in sacrificing To go build up cliff Yeah And that's why i suicide All the past thoughts i have inside If she wanna fly I'll plot the course It ain't nothing dear Listening to my songs You can learn about me All right here This is suicide But i promise it's just all the past Things i've done This is suicide But i promise it's just how i feel inside I found comfort while i was still snoozing Getting instructions On how to be moving Because i don't obey they satellites I got my own appetite And you looking fine Plus yo finances and mind At an ultimate high Ain't no longer driving that nissan altima round Giving ultimatums to the crowd To the ones thinking this a game Shit Yo We don't smoke the same Think the same But we opening those lanes So you too can feel beautiful Driving in yo truth Iamu built from you I found comfort in doing what i do Syco gang iamu Join the crew Yeah And that's why i suicide All the past thoughts i have inside If she wanna fly I'll plot the course It ain't nothing dear Listening to my songs You can learn about me All right here This is suicide But i promise it's just all the past Things i've done This is suicide But i promise it's just how i feel inside