Late To Be Great

Why am I so slow Letting the world Come and take All It want from me Yo But still I'm feeling great I keep it hidden in my core So you don't see it on my face Not anymore Love won't leave my lips When momma say it to my face Cause all I do is run away Cause I can't deal with my mistakes But how am I suppose to change I don't know So i'm blowing dodi in the air Clouds of smoke While I got rum inside my veins Pour some more Cause I don't wanna be scared No not no more When I'm dealing with these pains Inside my core When towards you I often aim That's a shame Why is it you I wanna blame Shit I don't know When you too Dealing with strange Energies of the day I told my boss today I'm no longer gonna slave Six days out of my wake There's other things I wanna make While debts I'm trying to get free from Yo respect I'm gonna take Or I'm a play at a different angle So it's f*ck what you wanna say I blocked the call so I can't answer Then unblock yo number But it's now three months later And no body choose to answer I've been my own danger Creating my own anger Making loved ones strangers Stuck inside a manor I'm good with faking manors I'm okay with fucking strangers Paying for it too Talking to myself Like I don't like this side of you Cause i'm thinking you should pay this dude For everything I do I don't think that's my mistake Cause we all inside this place Trying to find a way While trying to act brave Saying things I wanna say But still not in yo face I sketch it out so it sounds great When you niggas showing hate Just know I do not know yo pain And this smile on my face Means i'm starting to understand I'm thirty two just becoming a man And starting me a clan While I just met a brother Look towards him as a father Having conversations at night Figuring out ways up out this struggle I was raised by some muggles But shout out to my mother Miscarriage took my brother Feel i've been mistreating others Then using treats and pleasures To cover all my past Trying recover my heart And to know my part In a maze in which i'm lost But is this just my cost To grow out of my flaws And why so hard I'm trying to floss While all these niggas join the cause Iamu so let's stay strong Cause I can't tell right from wrong I been fucking like a dog Lying bout trying to evolve Telling everyone i'm god But enough with the sad shit Let's get to working I wonder if my ex hoe Still like twerking I'm thinking I found my purpose Cause I know i'm ahead of some niggas And this for certain With all the songs I made behind the curtain At syco ink because I was nervous The ink on my got a purpose Just focus on yoself And believe in all you do This is iamu C.rad.b with the speech I'm not trying to meet and greet