LOST MY WAY

I spent $300 On a beat Instead of $300 on an ounce I'm not replying to yo text What say my mind sitting on this couch I don't know what you gone do next When you next to me I feel like dexter Boy genius I'd rather be If I could break away from what making me fall sleep I was scared to fall asleep I kept a Gun tucked under pillow sheet On the flow I lay so if they came my way Over my body tripping they Find a grave I'd wish my ways I'm trying use all my energy To Make my way up out this maze So that if yall really wanting to You can follow all my moves F*ck you If you think I'm being rude You the one that spoke first my dude I'm just trying balance up my hearse She lend her purse I get the bag Y'all don't even know Why you mad So be by yaself And fix all of that While I travel the map I know I lost my way So today I try create Some type of beauty in my gaze A garden to grow out of this pain Trying clean myself like gain Wondering why it's been hard to gain Learning how relax my brain Somehow to me that all be strange I know lost my way So today I try create Some type of beauty in my gaze A garden to grow out of this pain Trying clean myself like gain Wondering why it's been hard to gain Learning how relax my brain Somehow to me that all be strange So I'm getting racks Then spending racks With not only blacks The white side I came from that I can't be hiding that But It's been so strange Being both y'all ways But neither way I'm trying to stray Let's work together be saying my brain When she giving brain I can't complain When sin start come my way I tend to play When momma say she love me Why the f*ck I just walk away Step poppa come and hug me But I ain't from yo strain So stay away What say my brain You fucking strange But I know that's just some hate Coming from well I really can not say Lost been my ways I gotta boss up my brains While trying lose all this pain I'm trying floss and maintain I Got on no cross or a chain She getting hay if that hoe wanna graze I'll put her to work if she want be a clerk Gotta watch myself so I don't flirt She not desert In this dessert building more So I flore When I get off work I work some more Like I said before I'm scared to snore Plus I need be knowing more I'm trying focus on the source And not all this death that's pushed out from these stores I know lost my way So today I try create Some type of beauty in my gaze A garden to grow out of this pain Trying clean myself like gain Wondering why it's been so hard to gain Learning how relax my brain Somehow to me that all be strange I know lost my way So today I try create Some type of beauty in my gaze A garden to grow out of this pain Trying clean myself like gain Wondering why it's been so hard to gain Learning how relax my brain Somehow to me that all be strange I woke up today Dick was hard Jaw was fixed To say y'all flaw Team up with me I'd rather skeet But I don't be letting go of that energy Daddy fucked me I couldn't do that to another being Not literally did he f*ck me But I know that's some of y'all reality battles going nside of me Why I can so easily leave you other beings On the side of the road As I travel mo tobgrow You ain't got yoself under control Or trying do this Then you a foe And I can't do this Have you inside my home Bitching bout what you think you know And why I spent $300 On a beat Instead of $300 on an ounce I'm not replying to yo text What say my mind sitting on this couch I don't know what you gone do next When you next to me I feel like dexter Boy genius I'd rather be If I could break away from what make me fall sleep I made my purpose known this week While y'all over there just looking weak Cause you follow And after what they babble just repeat I lost my ways But so did you So stay away from me my dude I'm trying let go all of you With all this shit I want be through