Carry The Earth

As we revolve around the sun I'm burdened with the end before me As we revolve around the sun I'm searching for clarity I've spent my whole life dragging my feet Welding these chains that bind this weight to me A heart of broken hope a mind of uncertainty When the pain comes the fears exposed and a fragile man is left of me When my eyes close will I exhale my last breath in agony Underneath the weight of the end I feel the panic again Underneath the weight of the end I bury my head in my hands When the tide falls and the currents pull and wash me away When the worms come and nothings left of me what will remain Underneath the weight of the end I feel the panic again Underneath the weight of the end I bury my head in my hands When I woke from that dream short of breath and overcome with fear As the innocence died the truth became clear That night I felt the pressure of the burden That night everything became real Brought to my knees under the weight of the reality Crushed by the chains that bind the world to my heartbeat Searching for something more before time abandons me So I carry the earth on my back So I carry the earth on my back I will carry the earth on my back Until I reach the gates or I burn eternally