Trapped Behind

I'm lost in strife, lies stand in my way I'm filled with doubts Torn and desperate is my heart I crave to show who I really am inside You'll see my smile - inside I'm crying Tightly chained by wreaking havoc on my heart I still myself pull all the strings of my life Oh... trapped alone behind the curtain of lies Oh... wing of innocence are broken - won't fly I wear a mask, they think they know me But it's not me, I just want to run away I show them face they want to see, I survive Feeling I must not show My mind drowns in tears of sorrow Maze of doubts sealed my fate Caged by lies until my end There are no tears, I feel no sadness Where they have gone? They are hiding deep inside I try to act like all is fine - it's my fight