JAMES 5:16

I left home with the thought that I would be something Only for the Lord to say to gain you gotta be nothing I had lust and pride to deal with had to die to it Said lustful eyes to deal with no lie to it It seemed fine in my eyes shawty was dime piece Bad person with bad traits now I'm tryna find peace Uh My vices tryna scam me Tryna damn me what a thief Got me hiding from my family It ain't them said it's me I point fingers like nobody seems to get me When you far the way I'm far away that's kinda what you get G Lost my God moms rip then I leave Had no time to mourn apparently I'm chasing dreams Thinking they all straight in Alb While I'm in Cle Homegirl calling with my niece Calling up to check on me I miss you Next day she die What do I make it of that Looking up to God like father please can you take this back Wish I knew that prior Then I would've texted fast Coping Taking psych trips to the moon, no plan to make it back But thank you for being mad considerate bro You mad You mad cool And congratulations on your first performance How did everything go Put me on Tell me How this happened just because a brotha far But I ain't put no effort I was down in crappy bars Taking shots to mend the shots taken at my character Bad person God showed I was just playing a character Said my pride My pride was real but invisible Cut throats over power had no principle despicable Had em saying"he a angel" Yes I took it literal in my heart I had love to give but hate was still residual in my heart It seeped through the cracks and the wedges in the dark Hidden from that masses till it broke through my remarks Good intentions out the window I beat them out the park I could paint this all in words cause life mocks art I confess