Process

New memories and old mistakes flashing through my mind New potential masquerades as trouble in disguise I still believe in falling hard at first sight But she never took the time to look me in my eyes Pupils dont reflect the light Might just let you get away Don't need you in my life Is helping me to better me Or feeding on my energy I know we could never be So I don't need your memory And I could love you physically, But only want you mentally Tell me is you worth a spot or just a new accessory I just want you next to me Being loved, just being loved I was open to you but you didn't open up Being loved being loved being loved I don't wanna rush but I just take it slow Being loved being loved being loved I don't wanna rush but I just take it slow Being loved being loved being loved It's deeper than my circle Let's take a look Heartaches like skin to an open flame Burned once or twice but still gone try this thing again Whether hopeful or hopeless promising we ain't insane I think we used eachother just to hide the single pains So now I wonder bout the purpose? I wonder bout the things we didn't discuss on the surface i wonder bout the things i used to value that was worthless i wonder bout influences that I let close to hurt us And Now it's Deeper than the circle  It's Deeper than the heart  Deeper than my soul  I'm thinking till I overflow  And Baby I been tryna get thru this  This regret  Missed those chances  Missed those reps  Now I'm tryna get back  To the feeling that it was  Way before I had the baggage  Back when we had love  Back before I started hurtin  Back before I started hurting you  Now I'm thinkin is the purpose true?  How can I forgive myself it's true Just to stay alive  You gotta pick a side  When all the thoughts fly  Don't let 'em take you down Being loved being loved being loved I don't wanna rush but I just take it slow Being loved, just being loved I was open to you but you didn't open up