P.I.M (Poetry in Motion)

I don't understand it My life good But lately I've been feeling damaged I smoke a lot and rap a lot So I can manage It's been so long That it turned into a habit We just fell apart It wasn't giving What is supposed give Niggas ain't yo niggas Till they hear that you offering Ima born survivor Mama told me I was born to win Just to play it smart And play yo part So we both can live So many lies Yea I caught a few a couple times Who by my side I need an answer I'll be so surprised There's many nights That I wish I never opened eyes Everything changed That's the day I heard my nigga died I questioned God yea Was life as good as advertised It seemed like That the afterlife was recognized My mind changed And now im just not acting right That time came That I had to turn my dark to light Soul Cry Oh my My soul died Feel like My world don't go right Dark nights I know my soul bright Need to get back to that point And let my soul fight I don't understand it My life good But lately I've been feeling damaged I smoke a lot and rap a lot So I can manage It's been so long That it turned into a habit We just fell apart It wasn't giving What is supposed give Niggas ain't yo niggas Till they hear that you offering Ima born survivor Mama told me I was born to win Just to play it smart And play yo part So we both can live The bumps and bruises was a start I had planned to leave my mark Im at war with my heart The more I doubt this shit The more it's tearing me apart Life is like a lighter All I needed was a spark Picked up that knife And see myself in that reflection Never back down From my sadness and depression Momma always told me i was gifted And I'm destined And since a kid I use my heart as a weapon Soul Cry Oh my My soul died Feel like My world don't go right Dark nights I know my soul bright Need to get back to that point And let my soul fight I don't understand it My life good But lately I've been feeling damaged I smoke a lot and rap a lot So I can manage It's been so long That it turned into a habit We just fell apart It wasn't giving What is supposed give Niggas ain't yo niggas Till they hear that you offering Ima born survivor Mama told me I was born to win Just to play it smart And play yo part So we both can live