Exodus

It all started when I Lost My Way I just kept writing like a madman all damn day Surviving in asylums knowing I'm not Crazy At All The Demon Within prevented me from receiving the call And The Raven was sayin I should start praying to God Cuz my funeral was coming a lot sooner than not But my Requiem was really just a part of the plot Cuz it lead to my ResurrXtion You can listen to this Renaissance Lying in my shattered masterpieces for many reasons Leaving me to be choking on the blood (blood) Memories be haunting me constantly while I'm battling modesty For dishonesty, my bleeding will be causing the flood And how dare you for taking my father out of my life Go ahead, try to disown me while I'm holding a mic I'm losing sleep and my sanity all over this track I know I can write all I want (want) But it's not gonna bring him back I'm the wrong kind of angel to mess with I'll give you the death kiss Leaving you breathless Then I'll eat you for breakfast Choke you with a rosary necklace I'm a bit of heaven with a devilish nexus I'm reckless My inner demons are keeping me restless The sin growing within becoming infectious I'm rewriting the bible and this is the genesis So say your prayers and bare witness to this Exodus Welcome to a world where happy endings don't exist Once upon a time there was a kid taking ordinary risks And in the midst of symptoms of mental illness were slit wrists Any signs of hope for the kid was slowly dismissed There was no one around to say goodbye when he died I still remember the sounds of his cries as he tried To warn us he was getting closer to going over the edge Pick up the phone or come home to see your kid dead in his bed That's one road I could've chosen to put the world out of commission Call it Christmas cuz I've risen I'm not Christian but I know that there are lyrics to be written Also spoken although that doesn't mean that people are gonna be ready Or even willing to listen Pain isn't even close to what hurts me the most I'd rather roast in front of the father, son, and the ghost For every moment I've spent contemplating... Coping with loss I now live to survive while crucified on the cross I'm the wrong kind of angel to mess with I'll give you the death kiss Leaving you breathless Then I'll eat you for breakfast Choke you with a rosary necklace I'm a bit of heaven with a devilish nexus I'm reckless My inner demons are keeping me restless The sin growing within becoming infectious I'm rewriting the bible and this is the genesis So say your prayers and bare witness to this Exodus