Just Write

In the songs I was loud, real life demure Thought the world was sick, I tried to be the cure Taught to question everything, why am I unsure Now I'm proud of everything that I've endured Even though I can admit that I'm so scared Of everything I see on my computer Keeping they opinions out of my self worth Shit the sticks and stones, might not hurt I'm giving it my all, till I'm dead in the urn I tried to know it all, but I lived and I learned Thinking bout the future, and it got me concerned Like Will I really make it, if I'm waiting my turn Like can they really cure depression with a pill Thoughts that I'm thinking as I write my will D. Blanco really playing, to my loved ones chill I'm just saying I wanna be fulfilled Took you to the domino hills, from the train to oasis Simultaneous, I was feeling out and complacent Like damn everybody, really fake it to make it What happened to the long haul, it's all sprinting, no pacing Even when I'm winning, I know I might hate it Cause I know it come along with some new expectations But my spirit ain't shaking, cause it's mine for the taking Disciplined accountable, I ain't doing no blaming I've been on the high road way too long Now I'm down to earth where I belong Maybe if I let go of being perfect Then I understand that life is worth it I be hurting over life, it uncertain Show still going on after the curtains Misunderstood like I'm a serpent Paranoia had me in a version of life Led to an aversion of life, now I'm immersing in life I flourish in the dark, I'm a servant to light Turn to your left and your right Do you understand, it's a dance not a fight That's why I gotta write