Detach

Shit talks all I got Plus, I act mad when I'm pissed off when I'm not What the f*ck is purpose? Ain't no body heard this I ask that when I'm shit talkin to God. I mean For real, look at the gift that I have Could it be that the meaning isn't to bitch when I'm mad Should I be makin time for a pen and a pad Should I spit? Should I rap? Am I sick? Am I bad? NO Can't work in the field today Got two mouths to feed, and bills to pay You're allowin me to feel this way Like, I'm bout to freakin kill this stage. You Gave me emotion. And you even gave me talent for me to express it Then, let my habit breed to a weapon. Now, I wreck havoc in just one second But when I'm rappin, I'm forsaken. Am I happy or mistaken? Why gimme talent so I could Hate it? Or does my rappin come from satan This is crazy, f*ck my life You were my safety, not my fight Now I'm strafing outta sight Away from my baby and my wife The devils got a hold of me. There ain't no soul in me Is this how it's supposed to be No body's here alone with me, but hopefully This air isn't too cold to breath NAH So I guess that it's time to kill with a dime flow Take out them mother fuckers that's still in denial My music will give you chills like the nights cold So if you sleep on me, than this night'll be your final I feel like I'm stuck in cage But I have to admit I'm in love with the rage There has gotta be somethin fucked up in my brain But I'm lovin the pain am I fuckin insane What the f*ck is... my daughter... gonna think of... her dad When I'm killin' shit up on the stage Will she... under... stand...or gonna be... mad Or will she be fuckin' amazed Bein a father and a husband just don't make me rich enough It don't make music that make all the bitches jump No I ain't big enough yet to get in the front, but You gon listen up, when I get finished up Imma make them mother fuckers think I'm a god Rap, bein a chapel - won't find a flaw Grindin all fuckin night to dawn I'll find em all when I write a song That's what the f*ck I was talkin about When I said I got a hole in my heart Rappin is fun, but you say I'm hellbound Just because I put my soul in my art I wanna be good, but it's so fuckin' hard Cuz appealing to people bestowed on my art Now I feel like I'm a soldier embarking On a cold and dark road to be charred The devils got a hold of me. There ain't no soul in me Is this how it's supposed to be No body's here alone with me, but hopefully This air isn't too cold to breath NAH So I guess that it's time to kill with a dime flow Take out them mother fuckers that's still in denial My music will give you chills like the nights cold So if you sleep on me, than this night'll be your final The guilt that I covet The people tellin me not to rap, but then love it The feelin of normal when you can't rise above it This is what happens when you never say f*ck it So this is me visiting consciousness All of the shit that belittles D-Bonz, it is Finally out and no longer anonymous Out in the open to rid me of all of this So if God ain't givin me what I want, then I'm takin' it If that means givin it a B-line to Satan then Shit, I'll be makin it See, my mind is made up, ain't no changin it I tried to move on. But I just hated the thought of my talent being forgotten And nobody knowin Bahnsen, then I heard the Devil callin me quitter, that's a problem Now I'm facin my kid and my wife fallin to the bottom NO Holy shit, I think I goin to do it the second time around. But I gotta do it or die. die I ain't a quiter now, there's never sooner a time (time) to make the bass pound, and vacate the blind I'm never takin these lyrics or beat back I'm doin just what I love and I'm beast at Now, I got just what it takes to make shit happen, so ladies And gentlemen, I give to you Detach The devils got a hold of me. There ain't no soul in me Is this how it's supposed to be No body's here alone with me, but hopefully This air isn't too cold to breath NAH So I guess that it's time to kill with a dime flow Take out them mother fuckers that's still in denial My music will give you chills like the nights cold So if you sleep on me, than this night'll be your final