The Darkness Follows

I'm afraid to be gone. Thinkin of makin your satan lead on. Fakin my sanity Brain in me songs. My faith, it is faithfully makin me hate that I'm angry in songs But the shit feels good, like I'm takin a hit. Mainly, because I feel safe as a bitch But the devil in me with the deep blue eyes, be hastily makin me hateful as Shit Half of the roots grew from you bitch. Yeah I'm rappin to you, I loved you, shit What happened to you? I was happy with you. But the change you made was Just too sick I was askin for you; They were fappin to you. But the attention they gave you fucked your shit Oh Now you wanna be with me? Hell no! F*ck you bitch! You can suck two dicks How do you feel? Knowin you roll with the hoes and the most you're accomplishin is The satisfaction of a fucking loser who only cares about smokin pot with his friends You're fuckin ruined of course Imma say shit. You're one of them now stay in your station Now go make living off takin a big load a cum straight in your face, bitch This ain't even half of the darkness (yes) that resides in my wrath when I start shit (yes) You ain't even a scratch or a scar, bitch you ain't shit to me but a past and a hardship It's like the darkness is meant for me. I just know it, yeah, it's gotta be so There is no other way, now, pretty soon, the darkness will swallow me whole In the hole in the middle of my heart. There's a part of me that causes me To be scared of the dark I try to run to the bottom of this bottle, but no matter what I swallow, I'm just tearin a part Yeah I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I got my trust misused. Shit, I got enough issues You want me live my life the way you would?! Shit, f*ck yo shoes I kept sayin there was more than one way to live life, but you never would hear me Now that I'm out doin my own thing, living a life without me - That's what you choose Remember when you poured your heart out? I bet you feel like a motherfuckin retard now But I never did say a damn thing about it, but when I get to thinkin about it, it was pretty harsh how You waited to the last damn minute to say shit, but you were six months to late Now that i think about it, you had a fallout with your dad too. This shit must be fate You're in my mind all the time, not a damn day goes by in my life that can't say I wish told you what I thought. This shit was my fault. Because I felt the same damn way God dammit I shoulda cried with you. We're family! I shouldn't have to miss you But I am this! And this is you! We both just ran away from the issue But to be honest. I mean for real, I'm just jealous of what you have Like any other kid, I looked up to you, but it's fucked up, that's just too bad Both of our heads were too hard for this shit. All I did in the end was f*ck you, bad I know you don't wanna here from me, but lemme just say this: I Love You, Dad In the hole in the middle of my heart. There's a part of me that causes me To be scared of the dark I try to run to the bottom of this bottle, but no matter what I swallow, I'm just tearin a part Yeah I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows There's a darkness inside myself I am following you This is just a cry for help I am solemnly you This is how I would define my hell, as far as I can tell, this is the brightest realm From the very hole heart I'm a soldier, I'm hard. Goin' forward, I march He's a demon, he's soulless by far. He knows, his control of my soul's, in the hole in my heart I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows I try to run, but the darkness follows